I Don't Know What I Want

Working through the first microdegree in the Entrepreneur Mentor Certification Program, I had a profound experience today.

I discovered that there is still a huge resistance in my human system to honest wanting, wishing, or asking for something for myself.

While growing up, the human system has experienced the excruciating (mostly emotional) pain of not getting what I honestly and passionately wanted or of paying dearly after getting it.

So, the energy in my body responsible for its safety and integrity is doing everything possible to prevent me from even knowing what I want.

Those energetic assumptions are still very powerful and painful, but I'm transforming them using EFT, Ho'oponopono and Inner Reconciliation.

Interested to get to know more about what I do exactly and what are the results?

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How To Enjoy Making Decisions

Decision making has always meant some level of fear to me. The more important the decision, the more intense the fear.

Even after knowing deeply that there is not such thing as ultimate mistakes, that everything is just a part of the journey for me and for everybody involved, it didn't get much easier.

And, after making a decision, there was always some fear that it was the "wrong" one.

I know now that it comes from the conditioning deeply ingrained in my nervous system, that "mistakes" are real and their consequences - painful.

What else could it learn growing up as a child who wanted nothing more than make everybody around it happy but never succeeded completely?

It has taken me decades, first, to discover this conditioning, then, to accept it for what it was: the instinct of self-preservation of the body/person, and, then, many sessions of Inner Reconciliation to help the nervous system to unlearn the conditioning.

Lately, I am asking: "What is Love wanting to do through me now?" again and again, moment by moment.

And feeling/hearing the answer much clearer than before.

Especially, since I am paying attention to if it feels loving to my body/person, when I do something "for others".

So, some fear is still there, especially, with "bigger decisions" and as long as I am still living together with my two youngest kids.

But paying attention to feelings and sensations in my body, questioning the beliefs behind them (which is what Love often wants to do through me) let's my nervous system relax and even enjoy the process of making decisions.

And helping others to do the same and seeing how it works for them creates even more joy in my experience.

I would love to help you, too. Schedule a FREE session with me to see, if I can. :)

The Tide Is Turning

Today, I stumbled upon this new 5D report from Lauren C. Gorgo.

I am not a paying member, so I just read the free part, and that resonated with me 100%.

I feel so ready for this:

"The tide is turning and in about two-three weeks time our lives will begin to pivot from merging to e-merging.  The scenery shifts as the second half of this year presents to us the backdrop needed to recreate reality based on the truth of who we truly, divinely, authentically are…that which indubitably serves the higher plan.  All that’s required is the courage to BE…unapologetically YOU."

And I'm happy to have my teacher, the irreverent sage, GP Walsh and my Inner Reconciliation^TM buddies, with whom I can have sessions, that help me to align the energies in my body to my real "I".

The transformations we experience lately are really profound and miraculous!

And we are starting to help people outside our circle to find their real selves and become free for the authentic lives they came here to have.

Book a free session with me here and let's talk! OK?

Integrating Your True Self

Today, I discovered this new 5D Report from Lauren C. Gorgo in one of my i-boxes.

Inter alia, she writes:

"When we (unconsciously) resist the downloads, the energies tend to coalesce in the body and get trapped in our cells creating more intense symptoms than need be.  I know many are having a difficult time assimilating, but relief and assistance are available at all times, and the golden ray of light (with intention) works wonders, miracles even.  It is also advisable to ask for assistance when needed, there is so much unused help available to those who are embodying at this time, but we have to remember to give our consent.  No need to be a superhero…it takes a hero just be on earth at this time."

I would love to help you with this.

Just drop me a line here or at ritajc[at]inbox[dot]lv or Facebook and let's give it a try!

A Huge A-ha Moment

For some time already, I have stopped to identify with painful emotions and am using a couple of simple, but effective techniques not to get stuck with them but letting them flow (The Sedona Method, Emotional Freedom Technique, Inner Reconciliation, The Work etc.)

Lately, triggered by an episode of addictive behavior and the call for local artists to submit works to the yearly show as well as The 100 Artworks Challenge by Kellee Wynne Conrad, I was following the suggestion of Echhart Tolle to stay with the emotions that I'm feeling before indulging in addictive "coping mechanisms", to explore them.

And, only an hour ago, I realized that I have never tried to apply those techniques to boredom and abulia. Don't know, why that took me so long, but I'm over the Moon that I discovered this fact at least today. I'm sure it will change the rest of my life. :)

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